past, present, future.

dont you wish we could change the way we grew up? like, pick our own futures, and our own childhood. pick our friends, parents, everything. if i could go back, i would change so many things, things that shouldnt have happened to me and things that i shouldnt have done. most of these are too personal and nobody knows about them, but i'd change them, let's just leave it at that. i am completely different than how my parents wanted me to turn out, and they dont let me forget it either. i am terrified of where i'll be in 5 years. i just want to be happy.